my blessed 17th birthday

about a week ago ,

i was told by my mom that firas whatsapp-ed her about having a surprise birthday celebration for me because my mom doesn't know what to do .

but i have no idea who is going to attend it .

after a week ,

which is 15th of feb .

i got a 'surprise' celebration from a bunch of awesome people around me ,

i felt so blessed to have them in my life ,

making efforts on surprising me for my birthday .

they threw me a tumblr inspired surprise by getting lots of helium balloons and attaching notes onto it and getting a cake made by muzmuz .

the day goes like ,

after i woke up , i went hougang mall to get cake , some snacks and macbook for poly .

while getting my macbook , i actually saw minzhan at starbucks and chatted with him for a while , that guy told me he was going to work and keep calling me go compass find him .

i went home after getting everything we need for the birthday celebration at around 2+pm . 

fires told my mom that they will come at 2 then 3 ,

at around 3+ , burden felicia called me and said she wanted to go out but don't know where to go , so she called me to meet her at grace haven when i'm in adult fare (actually i knew it was part of the plan) , i agreed steadily .

she was trying to drag the time like very obviously , hahahaha , i wanted to laugh out so badly but i managed to keep it in .

felicia actually gave an excuse of wanting to see Music to get me to go back home after they prepared everything , i almost burst out in laughter .

when i reached home with felicia , the amount of slippers outside my house doesn't really surprise me because my mom actually whatsapp-ed me that they reached calling me to go back home faster .

but the moment i stepped into my room , the efforts they put in on decorating my room really touched me and i teared . :') i've never felt this blessed .

most shocking thing is minzhan and junwei were there too !

after felicia left because she got a family reunion dinner ,

they made me look like a fool getting blindfolded and hit the piñata ,

but it was really very hard , it took me a long time trying to 'burst' the cake piñata while others laughed at me for hitting something else instead of the piñata..

and after getting the sweets and chocolates out of the piñata , we waited juleen to arrive to sing birthday song .

the cake was not bad but all of us are already full after eating the pizza and a slice of cake , and there's actually an untouched cake now in my fridge and lots of leftover food .

we slacked awhile and photo awhile in my room after eating until juleen and chunkiat left .

we basically slacked the whole night hahahaha 

and yea , two by two went off and now ,

i'm here typing this blogspot about it .

and here are some photos..

 the moment when i stepped in the room..

was taking photo and my mom came in..

look at her , how adorable hahahahah

so yea , that's all for the day , vlog video will be up soon after i get the videos from minzhan . ^^

lastly , i wanna thank all of them one by one .

FIRAS :

thank you for making my first memorable thing in 2015 , i really appreciate all your efforts planning it for me even though you failed to invite a few people who are busy . i'm so blessed to have you in my life baby <3 your birthday uh... *wink wink*

MINZHAN :

ASSHOLE ! LIE TO ME SAY GOING TO WORK , I REALLY ALMOST WENT COMPASS FOR YOU BEFORE MEETING FELCIA SIA ! but really , thank you so much for these even though we met less than like 10 times hahahaha . thank you for coming in my life.. ^^ <3

JUNWEI :

THANK YOU ! didn't expect you to come though but your slippers are the first one i saw when i reached home and i knew it's you !

thank you for planning my birthday along with firas even though i always blue tick you hahahaha , you really a great friend to keep . ^^ <3

FELICIA :

thank you for finding your time trying to meet me and surprise with them even though you're rushing for time for your reunion dinner , so thankful that you stayed in my life when it's in a mess and showering me with hugs and all . <3 x

JULEEN :

thank you for rushing over before your tuition ! really appreciate it and glad you're here with me right now , love you much much ! <3 

CHUNKIAT :

din't really expect you to be here though , BUT IT'S THE 2ND TIME IN A ROW YOU'RE CELEBRATING WITH ME ! yay ! hope to celebrate the following with you too (: <3 

FAUZI :

heyyyy ! thank you for surprising me even though there's school the next day , thank you for making my day so wonderful , glad to have you in my life . hehehe <3 

to all : HOPE TO CELEBRATE MORE BIRTHDAYS WITH YOU ALL , AND ON EVERYONE'S BIRTHDAY ! I'M SO BLESSED TO HAVE YOU GUYS IN MY LIFE , REALLY . MY TEARS ARE REAL . HEHEHE , LOVE ALL OF YOU MUCH UNTIL CANNOT MUCH .

i lost .

it's only 2 months into the year of 2015 ,

the things i've learnt in this 2 months changed my whole entire life .

i learnt that words are cheap ,

i fell hard for words and i believed in it ,

i got myself in deep shit ,

i chased like a fool ,

i believe that me giving in and changing can make things work ,

but yea ,

it takes 2 hands to clap ,

it can't work if i'm the only one trying ,

while another trying to make a big fuss out of little things .

i've learnt to appreciate people around me too ,

things they've done for me ,

advices that they gave me ,

and warnings they gave me .

especially those who stayed in my life despite it being a messy ,

and helping me to open up to the world .

lastly ,

i finally learnt to put down my pride and give in ,

but it din't turn out good .

i'm like a fool chasing for something that will never happen ,

after when i thought chasing it like a fool helps ,

i realised that i got used ,

used to spice up those lonely days of that person .

either way , i'll still continue giving in if i have to ,

i can't risk to lose anyone in my life ever again .

i can't believe that my life is changed so much because of one person .

despite that person is the one who hurts me that most ,

but it's also the one who taught me most .

i was taught to chase for what i want ,

and i listened ,

i gave in ,

but to the wrong person .

well , i guess i wouldn't have learnt so much if i didnt listen and give in .

people called it a love story even though it doesn't end happily ever after tgt ,

i called it a 'lesson' .

the lesson costed me a person who doesn't give up on me ,

and constantly warning me about taking the risk ,

giving me words that are for my own good..

i lost this game ,
to a person that i first gave in to .

statement from you .

people change like how seasons change too .

seasons change in every 3 months but humans can change in as fast as 3 seconds . 

some people show their true self slowly , 

or they don't even know that they're actually changing as time passes .
just like those statements they made .

some words that people said are meant for 'just saying' , or because that person is happy and made a sentence of promise or anything that caused another party to trust and fall for it .

what's worst that that person wont remember that he/she made that sentence that another party actually fell for and believed in .

words are cheap .

people always say they'll accept the fact that who you are and your flaws no matter what because they love you .

but when shits arrived , it's a different thing , it's either 'they had enough of accepting' , 'they found someone else that has something you have live without' , 'the love ain't strong enough' .

think before making a statement .

think before making someone fall you for . 

think before anything you do and not be reckless .

if you can't keep your words , save your saliva and not say .

it isn't that hard , is it ?

say what you can do ,

not backing out when you can't do it .

you people don't know how a statement from someone we love meant to us .

provided that it's good or bad , 

it's still an impact to our lives .

if it's bad like saying 'this colour doesn't suit you' / 'this outfit isn't nice' / 'you don't give in because you don't love me' / 'you have high ego' ,

we try to avoid that colour that outfit ,

we start to give in once/twice/many times ,

but you'll just take it for granted and leave .

it's like , once you gave in you're no longer precious and people will just take it for granted because you people gave in A LOT in the past , and it's a pay back time .

not saying that you shouldn't give in , but.. don't let people take them for granted .

if it's good like 'i love you forever' / 'i'm not like the others' /'it's gonna be different' / 'i'm afraid to lose you' ,

we trust , we fall for those words , we stick till the end .

because of whatever you said that made you 'the one' to us . 

but it always turn out to be 'the same' .

sooner or later , you all will still leave .

our efforts we made to change for you ,

our prides we threw away for you ,

we made ourselves looking like a fool for you .

have you seen it ? no .

probably because it's not enough for you to see as you always take it for granted and never see it yourself how much you actually change us .

from a person with pride to a little fool .

beware of the statement you made to someone who loves you .

it's either it's gonna make that someone hurt like a bitch and it's gonna make that someone fall for you like no one ever did .

can't keep yours words ? just shut up .

it's better than giving people hope that you're the one .

can't keep your promises ? don't make .

it's better than wasting your time making the promises and can't keep it and saying sorry .

it isn't hard to keep quiet .

//don't make promises when you're happy , don't make decisions when you're angry//

don't .

don't ever get into a relationship if you're afraid of getting hurt .

don't ever get into a relationship if you are choosing one between two or more .

 

don't ever get into a relationship if you aren't ready to give in everything .

 

don't ever get into a relationship if you aren't going to commit .

 

don't ever get into a relationship just for the benefits .

 

one last week..

YOOO ! finally free time for me to blog , like finallllllllyyyyy~ wooooo~

but energy is mostly drained out because of O level , and worst still , i'm an art student , I have to spent large amount of time to complete my paper 2 course work which I need to hand in on the day where I go into the exam hall and get my ass stuck on to the chair for 3 hours drawing drawing and more colouring...

before another wave of studying spree , imma just update so photos and blah blah blah because it's another milestone that I've stepped on to . (:

 

When on a beach cum study day on the 14th September , enjoyed that day a lot but I was too tired after the beach 'activities' so... it wasn't really a productive day for studying but at least I did some exercise by playing volleyball (?) (actually for awhile only because I vomited afterwards as I drank a little bit of alcohol , whoopsss)

overall , it's still enjoyable , with all the great companies .

 

what's beach day without some photo taking ? hehehehe

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

beepbeepbeep>>> to the next stone

 

Some exercise (cycling) at the East Coast Park with le fatty !

 

we cycled to from don't know where to the don't know where , hahhaha , then got the jetty all those , ya , there , and then we cycled back to the huge water breaker stone near the rental shop because we haven't reached 3 hours yet so , why not just make good use of it ? ^^

 

our oh oh tee deeeeee

 

I don't know~






reddish purple hair *.*






don't ask me what i'm doing..



I shall stop here cause I'MTOOLAZYTOCONTINUESOMANYTHINGSANDPHOTOS !
will continue with thiss post soon hehehe ^^



Blessed . Loved . Spoilt

Things aren't getting any better as usual , but I've to be glad that there are people whom are here for me through these miserable days .

People who comfort me when I cry , people who talk to me when i'm mad , people who crazy with me when i'm bored and many more..

 

What else can I ask for ? :')

 

They are the one . I can't ask for anyone or anything better .

Treasuring every single one of my love ones cos i'll never know when i might not get the chance to treasure them anymore . Cherish every single moment of their present because I might miss it someday . (:

 

all because..

 

 

no cursing or anything , but really , life is filled with unexpected things .

Many things happened recently like the accident that happened to Ladies Code members , Rise and EunB and not forgetting their manager and driver who passed on . It makes me cherish people around me more , because no one knows what's going to happen next..

You don't have to be old to die , it can be unprepared too..

 

Quote of the day :

 

 

Carry on to some happy things that happened recently (:

 

First Stop : 16 August 2014 x Race Against Racism

 

So apparently , i've signed up for the 3.5km walk(?) with some of my ladies and I had a great day with them and walked the whole thingy with Jia En and Felicia .

Before that , me and Jia En went to fArttArtz for our lunch and back to bayfront to meet the rest and the teachers .

Was suppose to rush back for someone's birthday dinner but didn't make it cos it was late when we finished the walk .

 

and lastly.. the photos!!!

 

 

selfie with 'not my phone again'

 

yup , it's the same old place !

 

with fel and short me..

 

step one model hahha

so... after the walk we went window shopping and bought ourselves a macaroon (:

that's all for that day ! hehe enjoyed .

 

Second Stop : 17 August 2014 x Birthday Outing for My Boy

 

despite those things that happened and miserable things that were told to me . We still enjoy our day . (:

 

brought bf to Trick Eye Museum and fArttArtz café for his birthday which the day after and it's our 1st monthary too .To be exact , the Trick Eye Museum was my monthsary gift and the dessert is his somehow birthday cake(?) hahaha

 

and here are some photos , I deleted quite an amount of it cos they look fake and I really hate it when we asked someone to take a photo of us as request and they just anyhow take it , I know it's not yyour photo lahh but at least take nicer can ? we asked politely alrdy.. :( so many photos wasted.. haizz..

 

 

 

 

 

 

got what I meant of anyhow help us take photo alrdy ? the frame is freaking slanted bro , worst still you didn't even get the whole frame.. thanks uh..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

birthday boy got his flower pot dessert as cake (:

and yes , I posted only my photos because he didn't send me his so I only got mind on hand .

 

he came over to my house and find me on 18th after he celebrated his birthday with his friends and gave me a black and white couple tee that he customised as gift and not forgetting the box of chocolate and a letter , didn't expect him to be this sweet though :X hehehe .

 

Third Stop : 22nd-23rd August 2014 x ALS Ice Bucket Challenge x Overnight at the airport

 

It's a FRIDAY ! so I dined with the group and went airport overnight to study with bf and Adrian ! hheehe . I swear airport is the best environment to study man , it has almost every kind of food *.* FOR 24/7 !!

but before that I went to bf house after school to do our challenge that was challenged by an anon from ask.fm and i'm gonna nominate bf so he did it with me anyway ^^

 

 

 

bf was too addicted to his zombie book and ignored me when I call him to take selfie with me cos i'm bored from work :( and he finished the book that day ! actually , I finished it too , hahhaha , can't wait for book 2 .

 

 

pullover to study is the best (Y) bf's outfit matched by me ofc ^^

 

took this when we went to walk around T2

 

it was a productive day I guess , but I love spending time with bf like this hehe . ^^ hope there's more such study session , I would definitely love studying more .

 

Fourth Stop : 30th August 2014 x Alive Museum

 

went alive museum with my lub lub as return cos I went trick eye museum . we had lunch and studied at fArttArtz before heading to suntec city . We had my favourite chilled prawn pasta , talking about it makes me crave for it now..shits.. :( gonna go again , idc !

didn't manage to take many photos there as there are a lot of people and most of the arts are really... i'm speechless , I only will recommend kids around 7-10 to go like seriously , I cant even comprehend.. :/

 

you'll see by these photos..

 

 

the only place of the whole alive museum that we actually like .

 

 

 

 

still wanna go ? I literally came out of there speechless and blanked like 'did I just wasted 18 bucks for these ? oh god..'

think again if you're planning to go (:

 

Last Stop : 5th-6th September x Hew's Day

 

went bowling and dinner at some Korean bbq restaurant with the group to celebrate Jian Yiee's birthday but the day before we secretly went to bugis and get his present with Adrian delwin bf and Jia En after they visited their teachers at school for teacher's day . (: was a pretty fun day as I got to see so many seniors that day , wink wink ;)

 

 

tryin out bf's monopod and clicker ^^

 

 

 

 

crazy gf iz me

 

 

2 of my favs <3

 

 

 

and... the birthday dinner (:

 

 

THE END

 

finishing the blog post off with some love from bf hehe , spoilt by him because he got me a huge box of junk food because he doesn't want me to starve myself at night . <3 #blessed #pampered

this is why i'm getting fatter and fatter each day omg...

 

 

hello kitty box is to replace my lost of registering hello kitty run because it was closed when I wanted to register and opened after I registered for illumi run.. :( but it's okay , I prefer party while running than running with the kids , hahhaha .

 

 

okay , it's really THE END now (: see you in next post hehehehehehhhehehehe

CAN'T WAIT FOR ILLUMI RUN BUT O LEVEL FIRST

LEISURE AND EVENTS MANAGEMENT , PLEASE COME TO MUMMY !!!!

 

 

loving this lock screen so so much *.*