Shits .

I thought I remembered that sec1 was a few days ago..
in reality , we are only left with 74 days to 2014 and 120 days to my sweet 16 which is one of my most important year , yup , I'm facing my first O level paper in 8 months time . fast or fast ?

I have to admit that time flies in secondary school . 'time flies when you're enjoying' ? I guess not . It was fun at times , but sucks a lot too..
I remember that the word 'flirt' didn't even appear in my primary school life at all , and now , it appears almost every single day in secondary school .
Haters everywhere , especially when you are those popular kinds in school . The moment right after you step into school , someone will judge you like as if you're in a court . People stare at you , talk about you and spread rumours , mostly untrue , about you . how fun and entertaining uh..
If I can choose , I'll choose to be the ones that are invisible and people will be like 'who is she ? is she even in this school?' , but still , thank god I'm not popular.. but I still got lots and lots of haters . I would rather they show me that they hate me than being 'fake' and doing those little things that I think that wouldn't be easier than ignoring me in school . Like really , if you hate me , why not just shut up and get out of my life and I'll get out of yours ? Does doing those things makes you a millionaire or live longer ?
What's wrong with the society these days ? Why are people making others' life so fucking hard ? Just why ?
To summarise secondary school life , it's all about haters , studies , relationship and friends .
Shit happens , you lost most of your friends , screwed you studies and gained haters too .

Just be invisible and you'll be fine . I guess . x
If you're already hated , just bear with it , 4 years in secondary is short . soon , you'll get out of it and restart a new school life . just be smart .

counting ; 15 days to vietnam trip with lovelies .